"I was the most popular person in my college,"
"That girls is totally into me."
"I’ve bought a killer car. Let's go for a drive yar!"
"I can do anything, if I want."
Blah! Blah! Blah!
I wish I could brag too, but being honest even after two weeks of dedicated efforts:
I still weigh same!
Hell! But Why?
There might be many reasons behind it. I might have become too old to lose fat or there might be some hormonal issues with me. But I believe it’s because:
it’s hard to eat less food. Let me explain.
I switched from tea to green tea to cut 400 calories from my diet, but when I was not having tea, I was binging (desperately eating deserts at night). I was so horny for food by the night, that I just couldn’t control myself anymore, and ended up eating more than I actually used to eat.
More important, I was foolish to think I could stop liking tea that I had liked for all my life. Could you stop loving someone whom you holding on dearly for 3 decades of your life? No, so how could I? I punished myself for being a little overweight, by not drinking my love for 5 days, but eventually I ended up taking 4 tea on Saturday, and two on Sunday (which is not over yet)
One more confession: Since Saturday, I’m not jogging too. Why? I was just not feeling to jog. And it’s the main reason people quit exercise. They start it to burn calories, and when they don’t see results they get bored and quit it all together.
If I’ll go like this, I’m bound to fail. So, I need to be realistic with my goals. I can’t just not eat a food that I’ve been eating or drinking for all my life. I need to learn to manage my food so that I can create a calorie deficient for the day.
Bottom Line : I’ve failed, but I’m going to try again and again until I won or I die(Whatever comes earlier) J